one a week... at least.

I've been struggling with the photographers equivalent of writers block, the only way through this is to keep taking photographs. This block is not helped by having too many camera's, so instead of simply picking up one camera and going out to photograph I have to think, which will be best and for the moment i am persisting using my newly acquired Hasselblad 501. Its like anything, I'm sure. Its just a label and i was sucked in to buying but now i've got it i compare it to images i took using a Yashica-D TLR and these have more contrast in the colours and a sharpness that the hasselblad seems to lack?! I look at other peoples work using Hasselblads and a similar film stock (Pieter Hugo, Michal Chelbin http://www.pieterhugo.com/the-hyena-other-men/ //www.michalchelbin.com/ http://www.viktoriart.com/.... and so on ) Obviously, these photographer are in another league to me and its the light and the moment that makes all good photographs what they are.... I've loaded up my old yashica and I'll see if it is as good as i remember, maybe it just feels right to me and lets me see things differently to when i've got the weight of expectation using a prestige camera like a Hasselblad.

So from now on i'll endeavor to post at least one picture a week that I'm pleased with. As a start to getting busy and motivated towards the last year of my degree. We'll see what happens.. For now here's a couple of images I took the other night wondering around my new home town of par, some have light trails in which was not intentional and i know they are cheesy but i like the photo's so who cares.

out of time out of date out of money

Experiments with layering images through multiple exposure on film. i had a conversation with roger, the technician at truro college about how i was struggling to afford film so i then decided to take photographs on the same film over and over, and over again. this process builds up an abstract image of memories. the things i see and photograph merge into one amalgamation of events. similar to the way your brain makes things up that it can't quite remember. half truths... the way we wish to interpret what we have seen.

Stepping Back

I've recently been trying to go out to take portraits of unfamiliar people..... strangers to me. This was something I got into, leading up to going to photograph devotee's at the ashram in Watford. But now I struggle to engage with people, and feel more comfortable capturing people dwarfed by the landscape. I do want to photograph people up close its just not happening at the moment. Taking close portraits is what I'm drawn to, as it is the type of photography I most want to look at myself.

Hassleblad 501 Kodak Portra 400

Pentax 67 Fuji Reala 100

Happy Accidents

I started this out of date fuji neopan film in a Ricoh GRS1 point and shoot until it decided to die. The film was then run through my olympus om1 twice because i wasn't sure if it was winding on properly... These are the subsequent images that occurred.

night walker

Sun Baking

Remmington Portable